Time For Anxiety Attack

Well it is time ..college life is coming towards end for me . So well its a lot of anxiety , decision making and future .Well its a lot to take in and life has came towards a diverging road.
Its difficult to find a In-Between road . You got to choose a single one and might be afraid to lose the other ones journey . But choice is all you got and time to choose one .

And again its time for DEXTER ..hehehhe.
So much to learn from it .

All is well

So this july 2016

brought up lots of or say loads of happiness (extra) for me .
So my laptop ....yesss.... laptop .....
finally got it .
Secondly , got an expensive watch as a gift .(FOSSIL watch )
and and and lots more .
31 july ...the day i am gonna remember life long .
attended training in college BY TITANS . really inspiring . 
so this is 9/8/16 ...result arrived 4-5 days ago .performed well . :P
well whatever you perform family is never happy .
well its ok ...

So new Love = SUITS (tv series )
so thats alll for now .
good night .
and yeah today is a memorable day too .

With festival and trip

Result came out . Not gone well as expected.disapppinted.
Not a good session while dealing with different peoples at college.
Finally whats bad for you happens to way past if your senses are at right place.
Got to develop reading.mind game at ease and going pretty well with it. 
Sometimes you are right , sometime you are not.
Luck is that i am correct atleast 90% but problems exist with 10% which is tolerable. 
Mentally growing up slowly slowly and same somewhat applies physically  . (huh)
Some life lessons are proving themselves and forcing it to beleive which cant be denied.
Arised with different questions that needed to be answered.


So ....kolkata trip went well . 
There is always some learning and lessons with everything .
Quite a break . a more needed break thou .
Nice city . Language and food will leave you in confusion . 
Helped to learn a little more about so called friend circle and peoples.
So exams coming . relaxed till now.
And yes watching "DEXTER"....
As i said there is something to be learned from everything.

Baahubali-Astonishing movie

Well its very rare for today's generation watching a movie in a theater with family .
But this movie was worth every penny .Watched at least one month after release . 
A lot of appreciation was there for the movie and after watching the movie it proved to be true .
A South Indian movie dubbed in hindi so beautifully and the animation as well as plot of story-line was just more than awesome .
These types of movies are very rare now a days . 
A high budget movie and after watching came to know why it was so expensive to make .
But finally Indian audience atleast appreciated the right movie .



The movie is ended with a suspense hence waiting for Baahubali-2 .
  Finally enjoyed a movie in theater with family after such a  long time .

  

4th Semester Over

so writing semester after semester .
4th semester exams are finally over . Exams gone great and practical went so so well.
not much happened this semester .
Bunked classes like hell .
Visited mumbai . hell yeah . awesome city .
the rush . Noise . Awesome .
Took train ride back and hell it was awesome .
With awesome music and sitting at gate and that was just unbelievable.
Well city is astonishing . The environment was just too blithe.
So missed a lot of college classes because of journey and Exhibition work .
Exhibition kept me occupied for 2 weeks and well it was energetic environment .
So days in college passed very promptly.
Subjects were good and interesting and learned many interesting things .
exams were supposed to the tough but hell yeah its R.G.P.V , they made exams little easy for the student and hell yeah it gone well .
So here i am , on Semester break . Reading books .
Little hung on some friends . Well all will be sought out early .
So bye , Good night .
  

3rd Semester Over

So as the title says 3rd semester is over . Exams were pretty good . Everything went with ease.
Fun time with movies and all.
College arranged Training session For "Autocad" .
it also went pretty well . At least learned something in free time.
Teachers were called from Karnataka .
It was overall good session . Friends .
Birthday also felled in between training period .
Little enjoyment on that day .
it was good receiving calls at correct 12:00 from two very good friends at same time .
atleast someone cares for atleast a day for you .

India vs Pakistan match ...enjoyed a lot ....

AAP party captures Delhi with 67/70 seats .



But tomorrow starts 4th sem .
So bye bye . see you .

Fifa world cup ends And College Starts

Finally Germans are the champion ..
bad luck for Brazilian fans .
World cup 2014 just rocked .
And this way game finally ended at 4:00am in the morning and college at 9:40am .
No big a deal but happy to see the GERMANS with the cup .

So first day for 3rd semester . Not at all excited . Kind of sleepy also .
But hell yeah we are SENIORS now .But juniors have not arrived till now .

Finally little relaxed after turning off my mobile . including facebook and whatsapp .
My god what a relief . So much happy now .
Good subject to be studied . Yes we got ours freshers party . it was ok ok . not the best but ok .
atleast we got The FRESHERS party . lucky though .
Stupid  friends all over again .
But fixed aim . concentrated . No love shov . Only flirting at its best .
So bye bye ,,,,
 

Almost one year after choosing "ENGINEERING"

So i am back .
First semester just flied away . The fun was incredible with a good taste for studies.
New friends made their presence in my life which was very amusing .
Friendship has never payed me anything and thus i stop expecting.
Some things grabbed my attention, more importantly they proved their point quite well .
Well . first semester exams brought a little fear but it was quite fun to me .
All went well beautifully .
Then a short break for couple of days then finally SECOND semester started .
With a little thought in mind . Now mind was quite familiar with the faces and their stupid behavior and their selfishness . But beautiful thing is that my heart tends to love selfish peoples, in my point selfish peoples are extremely helpful unless you know how to "control" them .
And when it comes to controlling i am the best at it .
so half semester passed .

Then comes THE GLOBAL TECH-FIRE 2014 (TECH FEST )
The first techfest of my life . never heard of it before .
But the experience was just incredible and rocking .
Tech fest  memories are surely lifelong stored and will be refreshed eventually.
Then after Tech Fest comes the RESULTS of first semester.
It was quite good . Scored good . Atleast it was good enough to save me from Parents expectations .
so everything was turning out greatly .Final practicals went just amazingly prefect .

I dont know why it is difficult for everyone to behave maturely around me .
One thing i learned is to keep my mouth shut . From a talker i made my status as a good listener .
But after-all its ENGINEERING .Cant live without FUN and Mischief .
SO having a good time. Exams are going out right now .
Soon this semester will be over . Then free from uniform .
Cant wait ..
Love you all .. BYE BYE ...

 

New Life . New college .

So here i am . finally college started . with little hesitation finally prepared myself to go to the college on very first day . with many preparations finally our so called group decided to meet up and move together to the college as bus facility is free . really interesting  . 
woke up early . with little curiousness and hesitation got myself prepared for very first day . 
just some group of friends pick up the bus and finally to college . well it was very interesting . 
every face was different . not a single known-ed face in my branch .  so it all started with hell yeah introduction and all . No ragging at all . first day went well . no studies ,,,that was the best part . 

soo here i am 1 sep almost 1 month survived in the college and survived engineering . all is well till now . some positive feed back some negative feed back  .   very interesting friends . seat fixed . teachers noticed somewhat . all going well and happily . now dying  to go to college , 

same routine . same bus , same chattering . Seniors are awesome . practical labs are the best part . so thats it . while trying  to interact with new faces and new studies , less time for wandering and  failing to give time to everyone . 

friendship word changes its meaning everyday , 
Being selfish being happy . 

Life till now

So passed 12th with difficulties as i may guess. Physics just killed me .

But however it ends good . PET and all exams were awai . Got admission in a good college which i didn't expect so far.

Still 20 days left for college. So just working with my chacha for cables works, help me to be busy all the
day which my friends cant fucking understand .

nothing much just facebooking alll day with some work .

little much here and there and days goes offf.

Novels helping as a time pass agent . but read a lot of good ones . just in love with some books .

really want to study something .

waiting for opening of my college .

we some friends are in same college so got something to relaxed . atleast someone knowed already .


so finally last words not so much to speak off, so this is how much i am spending my summers ,
  

EveryBody is a back stabber

For so many years i have been completely faithful and even behaved like i dont understand anything and you all fkers  just take everything for granted .  all you just tried to be oversmart asses even everyone tried to convince me to maintain a distance from all of you but still i respected you .

 i have just survived everybody comments and lectures for just you all and what you gave me is not fking acceptable to me .

And a single sentence from you destroyed every respect that i have been maintaining towards your character

just some combination of words destroyed. and its in my nature that i will not forgive you whatever happens .

All you just have taken advantages of me . used me for your work . let me tell you i have been expecting this kind of response for you all . because atlast you have shown who are you exactly .

and now finally i have realized who are my true relatives and friends . just have missed everyone because of you all . very upset from your's behavior seriously yaar .

Say no to friends . And girls should keep the matter to yourselfs you fking TV channels reporters .

Hate everyone . Be selfish . Be happy .Thats all i learned  .

And respect your parents . lesson learned . little slowly but will remember it forever.
   

First and Last Crush

Everybody has a First crush in his/her life which happens at a very young age.

Mee too have that kind a girl . 

I have know-ed her for a very long time  and i was madly in love with this girl .

But time passed by and i never confessed .

But its ok .

Her eyes were the most beautiful eyes in the world .

you will always be my first and last crush and will love you forever ........

Will always love you .....  
And thats how you will be "MY FIRST CRUSH OF MY LIFE FOREVER" 
and i will never forget that .
Now its time to grow up a little bit because that will make sense .
you cant just stuck at these things. Its a matter to move on .
No one sided love and shit like that . 
Time passed by and now a good friendship arrives.
And i have made my mind not to fall again . 
So determined . Focused . Now career . Future.