New Life . New college .

So here i am . finally college started . with little hesitation finally prepared myself to go to the college on very first day . with many preparations finally our so called group decided to meet up and move together to the college as bus facility is free . really interesting  . 
woke up early . with little curiousness and hesitation got myself prepared for very first day . 
just some group of friends pick up the bus and finally to college . well it was very interesting . 
every face was different . not a single known-ed face in my branch .  so it all started with hell yeah introduction and all . No ragging at all . first day went well . no studies ,,,that was the best part . 

soo here i am 1 sep almost 1 month survived in the college and survived engineering . all is well till now . some positive feed back some negative feed back  .   very interesting friends . seat fixed . teachers noticed somewhat . all going well and happily . now dying  to go to college , 

same routine . same bus , same chattering . Seniors are awesome . practical labs are the best part . so thats it . while trying  to interact with new faces and new studies , less time for wandering and  failing to give time to everyone . 

friendship word changes its meaning everyday , 
Being selfish being happy . 

Life till now

So passed 12th with difficulties as i may guess. Physics just killed me .

But however it ends good . PET and all exams were awai . Got admission in a good college which i didn't expect so far.

Still 20 days left for college. So just working with my chacha for cables works, help me to be busy all the
day which my friends cant fucking understand .

nothing much just facebooking alll day with some work .

little much here and there and days goes offf.

Novels helping as a time pass agent . but read a lot of good ones . just in love with some books .

really want to study something .

waiting for opening of my college .

we some friends are in same college so got something to relaxed . atleast someone knowed already .


so finally last words not so much to speak off, so this is how much i am spending my summers ,
  

EveryBody is a back stabber

For so many years i have been completely faithful and even behaved like i dont understand anything and you all fkers  just take everything for granted .  all you just tried to be oversmart asses even everyone tried to convince me to maintain a distance from all of you but still i respected you .

 i have just survived everybody comments and lectures for just you all and what you gave me is not fking acceptable to me .

And a single sentence from you destroyed every respect that i have been maintaining towards your character

just some combination of words destroyed. and its in my nature that i will not forgive you whatever happens .

All you just have taken advantages of me . used me for your work . let me tell you i have been expecting this kind of response for you all . because atlast you have shown who are you exactly .

and now finally i have realized who are my true relatives and friends . just have missed everyone because of you all . very upset from your's behavior seriously yaar .

Say no to friends . And girls should keep the matter to yourselfs you fking TV channels reporters .

Hate everyone . Be selfish . Be happy .Thats all i learned  .

And respect your parents . lesson learned . little slowly but will remember it forever.
   

First and Last Crush

Everybody has a First crush in his/her life which happens at a very young age.

Mee too have that kind a girl . 

I have know-ed her for a very long time  and i was madly in love with this girl .

But time passed by and i never confessed .

But its ok .

Her eyes were the most beautiful eyes in the world .

you will always be my first and last crush and will love you forever ........

Will always love you .....  
And thats how you will be "MY FIRST CRUSH OF MY LIFE FOREVER" 
and i will never forget that .
Now its time to grow up a little bit because that will make sense .
you cant just stuck at these things. Its a matter to move on .
No one sided love and shit like that . 
Time passed by and now a good friendship arrives.
And i have made my mind not to fall again . 
So determined . Focused . Now career . Future.