i am again back with some new news after yesterdays horrible day with lots of anger

i am feeling very cool now i was reading a book yesterday i got it from my sis ...

this title says "YOU CAN WIN" that i felt was very inspiring for me and it really helped me to
calm down .



.in over 12 hours i got myself really relaxed ...today i got myself a new friends well it has been

quite an interesting day with me ..now little much stress is removed from me that was gained

because of my result .

now i am really calmed about it .. now it dont matters to me what my result will be of mine but i
am prepared for it ....in anger we became someone that we are not actually .....

i really need to control my anger because i am harming myself because of it ....

Well thats bad my side.SO this is it .. Speaking of todays day it was a calm day .. had a little chit

chat with friends via facebook and Twitter and i got news that some of my friends have their

exams and will be giving supplementary ....Felt sad for them but i dont know after 2 days i may

be in the same position as they are now ....I was very afraid to face parents reaction on my result

day i dont know anything ...Its not that i do not hardwork on my studies ,, i studied a lot but

resultant is really doubt full .....So see you guys on result day and hope for best ......



bye take care stay tuned .....

MessED UP!!!

At last after a long time get some free time for writing

11 class has been a great mess for me .. I really spoiled it as career vise but as per experience it was at its best ,… it was very good decision for me to leave my old school because of some argument .

so joining in other was a totally great idea . got new friends that really helped me a lot with studies and were very good partners . they supported me encouraged me very much .

For one time t I was very depressed with studies and with the future life ahead but friends constant encouragement and support it was going good

Sometime it was being very difficult for me to manage time and give proper attention to studies ..it was not going great ..with little fear of of career ahead this thought put me in very depression mode….

their is a moment in every student life where he just give away with his life ….it seems a real good amount of pressure on a student mind that’s will fuck his thoughts for coming studies ….

currently I have finished with exams of 11^th and results are coming soon .. i hope to pass successfully but I think I will loose some marks and be getting failed ……

I don’t know what will be happening to me in these coming days ..i don't know what reaction will be given by my parents ……..

At this stage I fell very unsecured about coming days of my 12^th I am still not sure in what direction my life is going on right now …

I don’t know what I must expect from myself so that I can achieve it ..seriously …my dear some friends I don't need your fucking shit of your thoughts for my education career …..be careful I said only few friends …not all…especially mere bhai log …tum logo ko kuch nhi keh rha hu …

Keep your goddamn fucking thoughts with you only buddies , I don’t need them …..what I have to do remains with me only understand bloody helll!!!!!

Anger management is he only solution I want here ..family relatives and other have pissed my life ….

I really need some help to cool me down otherwise I will burst someday at anyone and I don’t want that day to arrive …

SO i am here waiting for my results and hope for the best guys ...

THANK YOU

Will really miss you guys

"AAj tere jarurat hai aur tu aaj yaha nhi hai "

And on a note i finally found out about the girl .

i was very happy .

that made my day certainly .

so bye bye now

March 17 2011 Exam DAY

March 17 2011

As usual after a long sleep at last waked up at 6 am in morning but still little sleepy.

Then it is advisable that we must revise one time before examinations so being on same path I got a quick revision and I was very much satisfied about my preparation towards exam. But sleeping at night was not that ease because you know that mysterious girl she just revolved around my mind all the time. It is not easy to refused a personality which may be close to you.

So going for examinations was the best part of the day because this was the only time where we do some mischief’s and enjoyed full fun with flirting and driving very harshly. It just encouraged our heart and make us tension free for the examination. At last after a long drive we reached to our destinations.


Let me tell you that we were in a group type structure. Me and my friends have made our separate identity in the whole school. We were know as the naughtiest group of all time in school history because we were very simple and well behaved students in front of our teachers but what we have done in school is still a secret in the school.


So after all the ceremonies and prayers we went to our respective rooms and was ready to face the paper. Looking at the paper soon our mind were full of happiness but it too lengthy to be attempt. It needed at least 2:30 hours to complete it with perfection. As it was English paper so no need to tell that the grammar sucks all the time. It was much to write so without any talking or chatting we started the paper.


Me and my group were seated in a single row. So it was obvious that we can’t write the paper with full discipline. Some comments were needed with small intervals in the room so that we can provide a little bit relax to our naughty brains.


OHH! I just refused to tell that in board exams teachers helps you with objective questions and there was given a much space for our cheating in the exams. This thing I hated the most because we thought that what was the reason that we have been studying all over night to face this crap. Because student who are not giving proper time to their studies, they were also gaining good marks without studying. But what we have to do with it, so leaving all this the paper was quiet good and we were satisfied with our performance.


Now after every paper we used to gather at canteen and have a little chit chat with all buddies. Now after every exams we used to throw a party in a café or canteen. Sometime the beautiful girls also used to join us with this which make us feel very honored. We used to talk to the girls to whom we have never meet and they also enjoyed our company. In this way we earned more and more respect in the eyes of girls.


Now after 2 hours of happiness we used to say a good bye to everyone and returned to our homes. Now as soon as we reached our homes we were again the simple and quiet children of our parents. Now after every exams we finished we used to feel very relax and happy.


Every time we keep thinking that only few steps are required then we will be free from the cage of exams. In the evening time we contact each other VIA email or text and we fixed our time table for party times because this was merely the last couple of weeks for some students because either they were transferred to some schools or they were forced for the boarding outside the city.


So we decided to put up a get together for these students somewhere. So putting up these thoughts in our mind we get disconnected from each other and leaving up this idea for tomorrows chit chat. Now after that I was getting really bored inside my home so I leave for playing with some of my friends. Now this was the full story of the day two with complete reference but don’t forget to read the rest story because I still don’t know the name of the “mysterious girl”.

A night Before final PAPER

March 16, 2011

Today as a regular day of my life, waked up by the moister and hotness of our planet. Really if you are Indian you can understand my feeling while writing this sentence .

We have a lot of power cuts in this merely hot days of the year .It is very normal in India as we are topping second in the table of population and a little aback in the progress of many things.

But whatever world consider us we are living in the most secured beautiful country. No matter whichever problems have been raised in our country and raising in the futures but our motherland have also taught us to live and fight back against it.

Really you can’t find a country like India in the whole world, because the cultures and diversities you are getting here and one important thing but not the least the environment you receive here you can’t get it anywhere in the world. No matter what are the world opinion for our country but it doesn’t matters to a normal man or women because we know the value of the ground or best we can say OUR MOTHERLAND who have given birth to us. You can’t refuse the best things that we have been received till now.

So probably after a long description let’s get back to the starting time, the morning time. After having a cold bath and taking the name of the god I just sat on my personal desk to start studying in a very cool way, you know having a hot cup of coffee and my cell with headphones included available on the desk, with computer ON and a nice facebook page with a lots of notifications that’s really bring a nice interesting smile on your face. Well being a blithe newcomer to the facebook it was obvious that stretched my mind towards it. So I spend at least 20-25 minutes of it. After this all messed up parts of chatting and messaging and finally made up my mind to study really hard for this subject.

OHH! You must be really surprised to know that tomorrow was my examination and I still got at least more than half of the syllabus to be covered up. For your much info I am a student of class 10^th and I am not counted in the category of geniuses as what teachers do while looking towards your behavior and your grades. I have been always a low scorer till now in my life. But I was satisfied with my grades because this was the result of my full attention. I tried very hard to cover up this but I don’t know why I was always left behind. So talking about my examinations and being a student of 10^th I was forced for board examination and the people who don’t know this system let me tell you this is the worst system of education, in this system you are send somewhere else, outside your perspective school for examinations and marks distribution is also done by some other teachers of different schools. I hated it very much because I was told that the teachers who checked your copies are very careless towards their work and may be they are included in the partiality of students.

Whatever situations we faced we just pray the god so that at least we passed with some good grades this time. And let me tell you it was my 5^th paper the first four papers have gone very early so this was my English paper and I was very serious about this because constantly I have scored low in this subject so I was really scared about examination and I have already made up my mind to pass with good marks. So back to my studying part, I started with full confidence and concentration then just merely after 10 minutes some message arrived in my inbox of my phone and I was really shocked, this was a message from a girl as I identified according to the way of texting pattern.

I was shocked because already it was without name and I don’t know how this girl knows me and I don’t know her. Firstly I thought that it was sort of some wrong connection or someone is playing on me just for kidding on this serious time. But she confirmed me that she knows me and tell me to guess that who am I ? Well positively this is the most ridicules thing that I have ever faced on that day. For me it is like a tic-toe game. I asked at least 10 times that who are you and what is your name? But every time she start talking about here and there and kept me in confusion. But still we continued to talk for at least 5 hours VIA texting and as we belong to common standard in schools so the chatting start with some studies talking and then lead to some personal info’s but still I was not sure that who this girl is. This was the first time in my life that I have talked to a person whom I don’t know for so long with sacrificing the time for my studies.

Then suddenly when I looked at the clock I got an another shock I lost my 5 hours of studying. Then quickly we said goodbyes to each other and went for studies. But I can’t concentrate on my studies because you know when a girls gives you an opportunity to talk to her and we don’t know who is she so I keep thinking and guessing who the girl might be. In this way it was at last 22:00 and I have finished studying so I again text her to revel her name and give some luck of her examinations also because she has also spend a long time texting with me and we were having the same examinations because this board system is implemented all over the state . But still the same answer received she has asked me to keep guessing and return she also wish me luck for my exam paper. In this way I finished my day ended my day with a good sleep. Now tomorrow was paper and let see what happens.

More More More To Go .........

Hello all ....

at last there is lots of free time arriving . Back after a long long time . Surely missed you as always.
Lot of changes drived my life to a very difficult turn . Lots of studies became a major priority and other activities came to an end. As i entered into class 11th , many advices came from many different people which was very helpful indeed. SO i joined some coaching because in class 11th school level studies are not enough , if you want to compete the whole world fighting for our seats in a good college and that turned out to be a very good decision . The teacher were very good.
Since i have changed my school and got admission into another school their was some difficulty in the starting session but after 2-3 months it was very cool. New friends , new teachers was a very good environment around for studies as compared to old school. Now a days i realized how much i was studying now a days as compared to older school days .
11 is now the standard where you realize what you are up to in your life. These days were the most difficult days of my life till now .

Sooner exams session started and finished just like that .
it is not easy to make our self comfortable so fast in a new environment specially at the schools but it was a quite good experience as their were good friend around me who were always supportive. Finally a good class of people were around me .
New school was good as i can expect.

Here i realized the most difficulty i was facing was in subject PHYSICS . it is really very fucked up. Maths was very good and CHEMISTRY was difficult but teachers made it simpler for me so it was my best subject.

So finally i am working hard on my physics side and till now it is going very well////

good night friends
GOD BLESS YOU...........

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER

Hello everyone again ,well it’s been a legendary weekend for me all thou.

Well everything becomes right at the end and that’s happened to me also. Universe follow us everywhere as I think. The things we can hide from everyone cannot remain hidden by UNIVERSE.

Well week was great with lots of movies ,parties etc… For me it was a good days all over. In last post I have shared my opinion about ENGLISH TELEVISION SERIAL “”FRIENDS””.By watching it I was in total love with it. I spend most of the time watching episodes of “FRIENDS”. I didn’t even realized that I have been watching it more then 3-4 hours per day. If I liked some Episode so I keep watching it 2-3 times.

Well after finishing 3^rd season of FRIENDS further seasons were not available to me , so I started watching new serial named

“HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER”

Which was again a new stuff that I liked very much , It was quite similar to the background of “FRIENDS”

A group of cool friends spending their interesting life was showed in a very fantasy and suspicious way. They all have their interesting stories of their life they spend and the show keep moving around it. Again a good show from Hollywood side. I was well known that these shows are only hope which can make my summers worthy otherwise at home I was having nothing to do rather then studies. But who likes to study in summer time especially VACATIONS.

So here I am with well going weekend and days. Both the shows are very entertaining and with great comedy included with well use of English at a right time. These shows made up my summers. But with them I was also going deep with my studies. Whatever vacations you get but study is most important always. So going with it I was following the same path ,I use to study at least 2 hours per day to keep up with studies. I was getting prepared for myself for the studies that will be started after 2 months.

Good night for tonight .

Love you all

God bless you

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Hello friends back after a long time. It feels very bad when you are taken far away from the world of digital age, what I am trying to say is that when we are far away from internet, mobiles etc especially in days of HOLIDAYS and more specially the summers. We can’t even go outside because the temperature here especially in central part of India Shoots up. So at last no way of utilizing the time but still being fond of Hollywood movies and serials they keep attracting towards their English assent and a proper use of English .

Recently someone suggested me for going for Hollywood serials and take a look over them. Well I was free mostly time so without presiding over its description I started watching some well known serials. But seriously guys it was really worth it. From the first episode of the serial

FRIENDS

I was kind turn on by it. It sounds awesome man; really I have no words to describe its greatness. Really every episode is worth watching. It’s really one of the most comedy television series that has kept entertaining its viewers since more then 10-15 years continuously. The kind of English they use and at a right time it is beautiful. Well I can confidently say that these Hollywood television series are better then ours. Our INDIAN TELEVISION SERIALS sounds almost crap. I am not saying that every SERIAL is bad but some are very good at their point. Specially the STAR PLUS and COLORS these must be awarded as the most crap serial developers of all time. Not even a single serial is worth watching. These have a bad influence in our society. They develops wrong image of society in mind of a common man. They merely have destroyed many families by putting their stupid thoughts into their mind. Well thanks to god that I am away from all this dirt. I am not comparing the Hollywood and Indian serials ! NO , I am just sharing my views on it.

Watching an English television serials gives us the opportunity to understand foreign cultures, language (specially).It keep us joint from foreign assents and way of speaking and some with the behavior.

For an Indian man if you want to learn English on a high level you must start watching all these. It also help us to improve our English and discovering new words for ourselves.

If I have to recommend someone I will surely recommend “FRIENDS”. For just a single go for it , I am sure that you will love it.

That’s all for tonight guys . Have a great weekend.

God bless you .